Mothers are necessary and have everything to do with all life on this planet. Human mothers and animal mothers fight fiercely to protect their children. Elephant mothers will even stay with their children's bodies after death and will separate from the herd to continue to stay by their child. They grieve just as we do when something happens to their children.
Today is Mother's Day and as we all honor our mothers whether they are here physically with us or not, we remember the good times, the not so good times and everything in between. I became a mother at the age of 29. This occurred mostly because I had spoken it into existence many years before after having found out that my mother didn't have me till relatively late in life and had problems. I vowed out loud from the time I was about 12 years old that if I was 29 years old and didn't have a husband, I would find a man and have a child.
A perfect example of what we say, the Universe listens to and complies. I met a man at the age of 29, got pregnant and had my son when I was 30.
I wanted a girl and even in my teenage years had two sets of names ready. Tammy Cherise and Lisa Sherrell (the name of my good friend.) Well, out came this little beautiful bundle and it had equipment that clearly said, I'm not a girl and you better think of some new names quick.
Michael was the first name that popped into my mind (I guess I was thinking in the angelic realm) but a little voice in my head said, "This may be the only child you have and since it's a boy, name him after your father and grandfather." I did, and this wonderful spiritual being I had just given birth to became Vincent Robert Beane. A proud name for him to carry through life as he is one of the few Beane boys left in the family.
Well, he has lived up to his name and more. He has become a vibrant, witty, smart, successful man who can hold his own in every situation no matter what it is. He is confident in who he is (all the Beane men are), he is talented, funny and has a wide circle of friends who love and admire him.
He now has a son and that journey has been both joyful and painful for all of us in so many ways. I am proud of how he has handled all this and know that when he does see his son and explains it all to him, and tells him what he went through just to be able to see him, his son will be proud also.
So, this spiritual mother having a human experience salutes and gives props to the women in my life who have been mothers to me; my own mother and those others who have come and gone in my life. My Aunt Bunny who became my mother-in-law and just recently left the planet, my mother Fran Hinzman who allowed me to stay with her when I visited my BFF, and all those others who have taught me so much about being a mother and about being a women.
Much love and light to you all, whether here or gone. I love you all very much.
Happy traveling
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